Hey guys I'm a bit emotional today, okay ever since I lost my daddy last year July,the 19th. Life hasn't been the same. I'm just leaving each day as it comes, hoping things gets better. I'm sorry, how have y'all been? trust y'all are doing great? Hopefully one day I get a comment. I'm kinda tired of being in my world 😁, I'd like actual humans to interact with me.
Okay!!! Back to the matter, I lost my dad to diabetes and pakinston diseases. Unfortunately for us, we come from a systemless country that has no respect for the lives of it's people's. Prior to this, he had a breakdown and we rushed him to the hospital, guys he was rejected in about seven hospitals ( mind you, this was during the lockdown). I felt so bad and saw the weakness in his eyes, oh I miss him so much. Guy's he was unarguably the sweetest man alive, the best girl dad, seeing him unavailable actually hurt. Long story cut short, he died in my very eyes and it's took me back to drums of memories. Gosh!!! I love you so much Daddy. I miss you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Oh Lord!!! It's so painful, this man really suffered for us, I'm broken he didn't get to reap his fruit's, not one. I'm sorry Im being to mushy anyways his birthday this year, May 10 was so hurting!!! Couldn't believe it is first post humous birthday. I just sometimes ask myself why I was created, what's the purpose of life, death, series of questions!!! I pray the Lord heals me...
Can't compose myself to write guys, I'm tired of crying, I hope I gather momentum when next I'm talking about my daddy. I'd love to know how you cope about the death of your loved ones.
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